This week a co worker of mine gave me a new perspective and a new hope. She is a firm believer that God has a plan for everyone, I on the other hand have been doubting my faith, and skeptical of my purpose here on earth and who decides my fate besides me, anyway? This woman is was a blessing for me. Hearing her talk about church every week and how it makes her feel healthy and like she has a purpose in this world, really gave me hope that I can regain my faith and I need to. Not only for me but for my daughter as well. I was born believing in God, baptized free of sin, went to religion classes weekly, the whole shebang. Like any human being, when unfortunate events happen in your life you tend to lose track, and lose sight of why you are really on earth to begin with. It's not hard to do. When your best friend dies a sudden death at age 20, when your parents are divorced, and you don't have many living grandparents... Its hard to think God had a plan for all of those things to happen; but He did. I am so thankful for my co worker who has such a strong belief in God and she really had an impact on me! Maybe my life has a purpose. Maybe I am meant to be here and to be a wonderful mother, just like my mom is. Life's little blessings in disguise are right in front of me, time to thank God for all He has done for me and the life he has given me, and my little girl.
"behind every cloud there's a ray of sunshine"
