Me. Mine & Ours!

ME

a person who is always intellectually searching for something more. 

MINE

my soulmate. my best friend. a shoulder. an open book. a soldier. a heart. a mind. a rock. Someone who knows their presence in life and what it means. My rock, our rock.

OURS

our little. She's more than our little, she's our world. She's everything we could have ever dreamed of creating, teaching, guiding and she's living our dreams day to day.

It's all about US. What we want in this life together. I have been stressing myself out day after day thinking about what I want. Where do I want to live? What do I want to be when I grown up? What do I want to dream about? 

In reality, it doesn't matter what I want if MINE and OURS aren't there with me. I can't keep thinking for myself and what others think. It's about my daughter, my husband and what's best for us. 

I want to live close to my family, and of course I want a good life. 

Hubs wants to be able to provide that good life for us and be there for us.

Our little... well, she's just along for the ride.

So, our journey begins. Searching for home,

searching for our career paths and searching for our feeling of being settled.

<3 

Just Rambles... again.

My mind has been going crazy lately.

1. Work STINKS - pun intended (why do adults stink so bad? ... why can't WOMEN flush the toilet or clean up after themselves? ... and they are "professionals") Seriously, don't poop at work and then not bring some Bath & Body works spray to cover that stink up!

2. Lennon is getting sassier by the day. She is in this phase lately where she is hitting, head butting, smacking... us and herself in the face, biting... you name it, she's done it! 
Is this a phase or am I doing something wrong? I am so over it.

3. I am preparing to go back to school this summer and FAFSA can suck it. They selected me for verification then requested I prove my identity then requested my IRS forms, then requested a blood and urine sample! Well, not really a blood and urine sample but they might as well have. DAMN. Can I just start school already?

4. As I am typing this I am listening to Pandora and I am falling more in love with Country music by the second. It makes me wish I lived in the South. I truly think that's where my heart belongs! 

5. I am still deciding whether or not to get braces or Invisalign. I need to make up my mind within the next 2 weeks. Trust me, I have been doing research but all of it is so comparable. HELP! 

6. I am having a mid-length hair crisis. I want my hair longer today and yesterday I wanted to chop it all off. I like the blonde but I want my hair healthier and back to my natural color for less maintenance. Can some hair God come help me make up my mind. Good thing I go see my hair stylist this week. Whew.

7. I wish that we would just magically find a nice place to live and be happy in a nice city close to home. Keeping our fingers crossed that Dan gets a good job soon so I can focus on designing our future home, planning for another baby and finally having the feeling of being settled. 

Is that really it?...

My mind can't seem to wander anymore right now.