Crazy, Beautiful Life

This week has started off crazy already. I have realized I want a better job, a nicer boss, I want to go back to school and finish my degree, I want to be a healthier person, eat better and live better. I want to be a better woman, a more caring and compassionate fiancé, an understanding, patient mother and a fun, outgoing friend.
That's a lot of thinking in one week...

Truth is,
Life throws rocks at you.
A bad job, a horrible boss, lack of finances, a surprise baby in the middle of it all. At first I thought those rocks were bad like big horrible road blocks in life.

Now, I am realizing that those rocks are helping me. They are helping me build different road to take, a bigger road, a long beautiful path through this life. Sure they suck, but without those rocks thrown at me I would be lost.

This horrible job has made me a stronger person, more focused and have tougher skin to deal with things I encounter through life. The lack of finances has made me closer to my family. We stay in more, watch more movies, make dinner together and relax. And, well that surprise baby in the middle of this crazy life has made it more beautiful by the day.

Sometimes I need a reminder that everything in this crazy life may not be beautiful but I have the most beautiful part of mine right beside me.