Rambling...

My baby is growing up too fast. Today I picked her up from her Nana's and she was standing, squating, bouncing and playing with her toys. She is so close to walking its hard to believe that it was just 11 months ago she was born into this crazy world. 

In those 11 months we have never been without her for more than 1 night. Sure, we've dropped her off to have a date night but we have always picked her up the next morning. Well, this weekend will be our first time leaving her for the entire weekend... Yep, Friday night to Sunday morning. I am a nervous wreck. We will be leaving her for the whole weekend and we will be 5 hours away! Why? Because its my birffday and I wanted to go to Cedar Point. Ugh, I'm almost regretting this already. 

I am the person who gets nervous-tummy. You know, the butterflies that go crazy and don't stop? Yeah. It sucks. 

I know Lennon will be just fine with Nana and Papa and Uncle Matt and Lucky but I'm worried about missing her... I can't stand the thought of not seeing her and I'm going to be riding roller coasters all day while she's playing having fun too, so I guess in reality I will be the one missing her more than she misses me. Nonetheless, no one wants to leave their baby for that long...

So tonight Lennon and I are playing as much as possible and going to get all the cuddles possible saved up for the long weekend without them! 

Tomorrow will be a fun day spent together and with my family. Happy birthday to me [on Saturday] but spoiling myself tomorrow for my present to myself... Getting my hair done in the morning while Lennon hangs out with her GG and Aunt Maci and Uncle Byron and then I'm going to lunch with my mamma and Aunt & Uncle for my Aunts birthday! I can't wait! :)