Saturday, April 21, 2012

The hardest part

... is not knowing. Not knowing how any single mom out there does it. Not knowing what cry means I'm hungry, cranky or just plain tired. Not knowing how I will be able to sacrifice my 8 hours of sleep every night. It's getting close to the big day, 11 more weeks to go! and I'm finding myself worrying about being a mom already! I can't help but think about how much it's going to hurt, how much she will cry, what I will name her, what and who she will look like, etc x 1 billion other questions running through my mind.

Yet, somehow I've kept my mind straight and my heart open through all of this. Sure, it's been a rough road but at this point I am happy. I am at peace when I feel her kicking knowing she is always with me. My daughter is what keeps me going... My daughter, and knowing God has a plan for us. :)

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